I am Nothing and Everything I Shall Remain.

Get your head out of your A$$ and into the game dude.

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I should be dead long since save for the hand of God. Goodness, the 200-foot fall in an ’84 Mustang should have done it. The two bottles of sedatives and three liters of whiskey should have done it. Both times there was no reason for me to have survived, save for His saving grace.

Depression is real, I suffer from it. Daily. I have real problem with getting stuck in my own head. I circle around the thought that I am worth nothing, nobody will ever love me, that I will be nothing to anybody forever, and that the world would be better off without me.

I’ve been there. More than once. Tried it a couple times. The most recent real attempt was about 15 years ago. I’ve been pushed and broken since then, tempted, but not followed through. Satan lost that battle. I know that God’s will triumphs over all. I should have died. I should be dead long since save for the hand of God. Goodness, the 200-foot fall in an ’84 Mustang should have done it. The two bottles of sedatives and three liters of whiskey should have…